Zone Out

Holga, Angkor Wat.

That line, between sanity and insanity.

When you are conflicted and contradict.

Titanic hearts, no iceberg.

Selfish. Stay away.

Acceptance. Omit.

You got stabbed by a double-edged sword.

Butter knife, time is the doctor.

And maybe, just maybe...

one day it'll be nothing.

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For an Optimist, I am Pretty Pessimistic.

I'd mentioned I wouldn't be happy this CNY. Not with all that has happened. All the beautiful lives I know that have been robbed, and knowing I've got people I love hurting around me. I don't know if it's a growing up thing to be more pessimistic, coz I think I used to be rather optimistic. Well, I guess everyone's got their good moments, bad moments.

But with all that's said, I still want to smile because of the lives God has kept save. I want to smile because God has given us memories and love and all the things we take for granted every day. Air, water, and the best of all- a family.

If He leads us to it, He'll lead us through it.

No matter how life could be such an unfair *beep*, we've got to remember the good parts of it.

So, people.. Even if life is kicking you in the ass, Happy Chinese New Year! :)