Thought Diarrhea

in the good comfort of my piggy nightie all day, everyday.

I'm bored. So with that, found that as a pathetic excuse to liven up this blog by adding another post. Good for me. Yay.

Random thoughts of the day:

Have you ever passed a judgment on a new couple thinking "this person could do better"? I'm quite sure most people have. But a lot of times i realize that once you get to know the person that was supposedly 'not good enough', that the particular person turns out to be even better than the 'person that could do better'. And some people whom you think is super hot and could/should have anyone they want turns out to be scary and perhaps even bad in a simple thing like kissing. (inside story thought about here. lol)

Have you ever thought if a reason is needed to love and be loved? If there is a reason, then it won't be unconditional love anymore right? But how many people do you know love unconditionally now? If it were unconditional on one side, there might be a lot of abusing and taking for granted in the world. When have you last seen a couple that is both unconditional? It's because it's conditional that's why people have expectations in relationships too right? And without expectations there's no growth isn't it? Without expectations, one could do as s/he wishes? So i suppose, despite being pro-unconditional-love and pro-needless-of-reason-to-love, that in this realistic world, you do need a reason to love. But those reasons must have nothing to do with looks, wealth, and all those superficial things.

Ah, maybe i'm just full of shit. But poop is a vital part in keeping our body system going. Oh well. Don't mind me. Like i said, i just gave myself a pooping excuse of a reason to blog. Tempted to X this page without publishing it because maybe i don't make any sense. But nvm, i'll post it and hope in some twisted way, some of you get what i mean. Speaking of which i don't think anyone even reads this blog.

For now, back to the bed in the piggy pjs.

Oh! and i think if i ever get my own Mac, my blog would start to have overflowing pictures of me. Whoops! Pray that i don't get one then. Haha..

Updates in my very Dead blog.

Don't blame me for not updating my blog! I did say i would blog here very minimally and only when there's anything seriously worth blogging about. Haha.. but i figured since i don't want to spend my whole day in bed today (be it on sleeping, watching tv or reading.. they are all stuff done in bed for me these days. Such a lazy ass. :P ), that i should sit up on a proper chair, steal my sister's Mac which i have grown to love for it's speed, and go online. You see, going online using a lappie has turned into a chore ever since the iPhone existed for me.

So here goes, UPDATES!

1. I'm not blonde. My hair is still short, messy and in shades of i don't know what colors. Speaking of which, time for me to do something about it. I'm having mixed feelings between having it cut really short and dyeing it jet/ blue black (okay, blue black may be a bad idea if i'm going for interviews), or just letting it grow grow grow. If i don't let it grow now, i have no idea when i would ever let it already.

2. I just got back from Taiwan. Trip with the mother & grandmother. :) Talk about bonding session. I'll blog it in more detail when i sit down and ask my mum for the list of places we went. I hate being so noob in mandarin! AAAHH! It's like how i normally know stuff about wherever i go when i travel coz i write about it? But this trip was so hard for me to write about because i can hardly read most of the signs. I only know about perhaps 2 words out of a whole sign, especially when it's in the ancient chinese writing. Just you wait, i'm going to go for some intensive Mandarin course sooner or later. In fact, it is in one of my plans to go to Shanghai (since i've got relatives there) to do it for perhaps 3 months? When... that i don't know. :P To the closer people, pictures are up on fb anyway.

3. My job hunt has been futile. Because... i haven't been actively looking for a job anyway. If you've read tweets anyway, i did go for one serious interview. I've got other offers but ah, that's a whole other story. I did relatively disappointing in that one interview though, given the 'standards' i have and had set for myself. But it was a really good experience. I turned down the 3rd round interview because by the end of the second interview, i realized the job was seriously not for me. So, no regrets at all. All about the growing process and self discovery i reckon. Speaking of which, i'm thinking of part-time studying Law. I guess it's an interest that didn't die the way i had thought it had. But ah, one step at a time. In the meantime, i shall start looking at the bff- QiTing's textbooks and see if it freaks me out.

Wait a minute, how did my supposed-to-be-short update turn into a whole essay?

P.S. Time for friends to date me out if not i'll never bother changing out of my pjs and step out of the house once again. And don't give me sorry excuses like "But you only have time for the bf now." because honestly, the bf is working a whole lot and i hardly even get to see him now. :( so yes.

P.P.S. To change the new font of the blog or not? :)